From the very beginning, the girl’s family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family’s pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: “How deep is your love for me?” As the guy is not good with his words, this often causes the girl to be very upset. With that & the family’s pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him. As for him, he only endures it in silence. After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: “I’m not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I’ll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?” The girl agreed, & with the guy’s determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leaves, they got engaged. The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it’s hard, but both never thought of giving up. One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice. The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents’ comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry, it’s still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phone calls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying. The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the girl learnt sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he’s back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn’t anymore news of him. A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy’s wedding. The girl was shattered. When she opened the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what’s going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her “I’ve spent a year’s time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I’ve not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.
ranjish hi sahi dil hi dukhane ke liye aa aa
phir se mujhe chhod ke jaane ke liye aa
pahle se marasim na sahi phir bhi kabhi to
rasm-o-rahe duniya ki nibhane ke liye aa
kis kis ko bataayenge judaai ka sabab hum
tu mujh se khafa hai to zamane ke liye aa
kuchh to mere pindaar-e-muhabbat ka bharam rakh
tu bhi to kabhi mujh ko manaane ke liye aa
ek umr se hoon lazzat-e-giriya se bhi mahroom
aye raahat-e-jaan mujh ko rulaane ke liye aa
ab tak dil-e-khush faham ko tujh se hain ummeedein
ye aakhri shamme bhi bhujaane ke liye aa
maana ki muhabbat ka chupaana hai muhabbat
chupke se kisi roz jataane ke liye aa
jaise tujhe aate hain na aane ke bahaane
waise hi kisi roz na jaane ke liye aa…..
kahan aake rukne the raaste, kahan mod tha usey bhool jaa..
jo mil gaya use yaad rakh, jo na mila, usey bhool jaa…
woh tere naseeb ki baarishein kisi aur chhat per baras gayeen
dil-e-bekhabar meri baat sun, usey bhool jaa, usey bhool jaa…
mein to guum thha tere hi dhyaan mein, teri aas, tere gumaan mein
saba kah gayi mere kaan mein, mere saath aa, usey bhool jaa…
kisi aankh mein nahin ashk-e-gham, tere baad kuchh bhi nahin hai kam
tujhe zindagi ne bhula diya, tu bhi muskura, usey bhool jaa…
na woh aankh hi teri na woh khwaab hi tera khwaab thha
dil-e-muntazir to ye kis liye, tera jaagna, usey bhool jaa…
jo bisaat-e-jaan hi ulat gaya, woh jo raaste hi palat gaya
usey rokne se husool kya, usey mat bula, usey bhool jaa…
Apne ahsaas se chhuu kar mujhe sandal kar do
mein ke sadiyon se adhoora hoon mukammal kar do..
na tumhain hosh rahe aur na mujhe hosh rahe
iss qadar toot ke chaho mujhe pagal kar do..
tum hatheli ko mere pyaar ki mahendi se rango
apni ankhon mein mere naam ka kajal kar do..
iss ke saaye mein mere khwaab dahak uthhenge
mere chehre pe chamakta hua aanchal kar do..
dhoop hi dhoop hoon mein toot ke barso mujh par
iss qadar barso meri rooh mein jal thhal kar do..
jaise sehraoon mein har shaam hawa chalti hai
iss tarah mujh mein chalo aur mujhe thal kar do..
tum chhupa lo mera dil aut mein apne dil ki
aur mujhe meri nigaahon se bhi ojhal kar do..
masla hoon to nigaahein na churao mujh se
apni chahat se tawajjo se mujhe hal kar do..
apne gham se kaho har waqt mere saath rahe
aik ahsaan karo iss ko musalsal kar do..
mujh pe chha jao kisi aag ki soorat jaanan
aur meri zaat ko sukhaa hua jungal kar do…….
“Do you love me?”
“Yes I do.”
“Why do you love me?”
“Because you are you.”
“But why, I ask.
What do you see?”
“I see love in those eyes
staring back at me.
“Love for our children,
family and friends.
Love for our God
That has no end.
“I see your caring,
laughter and compassion,
Intelligence and humour,
Strength and ambition.
“Your beauty within
And your beauty outside.
Your sparkling eyes,
Your smile and your pride.”
“If you stop loving me…”
“That will never be so.”
“Do you believe that?”
“I believe it, I know.”
“So when you are angry…”
“I will still love you.”
“And when I am sick…”
“I’ll take care of you.”
“How do you love me?”
“With all of my heart.”
“Always and forever?”
“‘Til death do us part.”
Somebody Love you
I want you to know
Longs to be near you
Where ever you go
Somebody loves you
And I find a star
Happiness blooms
Somebody love you
Each hour of the day
When you around me
Or when you away
Sweetheart cant you see
That somebody is me
I’m yours
My whole life changes
And I can’t be happy without you
You are mine
You are my love and my life
With out you I can’t go on
Every day when you come
Back to me, I know
You still care
Somebody loves you
And it is me.
Yes, If they would have brain no one got hurt, no one got panic by our words or expressions. If emotions would have brain then whatever we do or say, evething would be driven by our mind, and their will be no fight and no love in this world. I belive emtions increases the love factor in humans. God himself created it in humans, why god has created it in us because we can express what is in our heart, its only because of emotions we say truth otherwise the whole word will be running on lies. Our mind don’t allow us to talk about certain things or issue but our hearts says express it……. wether it is a feeling of love, anger, or anything it’s just because of emotions. This article is not realted to any person or incident and please don’t it personal.
Emotions comes from our unconscious mind, conscious mind don’t allow us to talk or express anything true to any one. To support my this statement, i am mentioning a few line written by my one of dearest on his blog -
“To live in society you have a certain morality , a certain code of conduct. In your dreams , all code of conduct, all moralities, all principles disapear and you are simply natural . Whatever is within you comes in its reality , as it is .”
That’s where the emtions lies, a person who don’t have emtions cannot dream. So when we express our emtions by writting or saying anything we will be doing it unconscious mind, and natural man comes out from each of us. Here m not justifying my earlier stories. M just trying to explain here is emtions really don’t have brain, if they do then this word would be finished years before.
Here m leaving u with a feeling and waiting for ur comment……….
May 2008 (1 month after i joined my present organization), i was busy in my routine work in my new organization, in the after noon i got a call from my corporate office, they told me that i have to go to chandigarh for organizing a big event…………….I believe that was the start of regaining my lost identity………… yes i had lost my identity in my previous organization, they don’t believe in me or might be my work. In December 2007, SARKAR left hand told me that some is going to come above me that particular day i had promised him that i will leave the organisation if some come above me in my department and he keeps on telling me the same again again and i had repeated my promise. I am not against that person, neither i don’t have any regret from that person who had come above me, i feel i haven’t show off my full talent properly in 2.6 years journey in my previous organisation. (or as per my one of well wisher “NO budy is clean and no budy is dirty”, might be my bosses haven’t told the management about me)
The seed of searching of new job is planted in January 2008, we have decided to switch over and 2 of my collegues were left the organization. In Feb 08 i got the opportunity to go to agra to support the agra brand team in an event and v had done a fabulous event and their i came to know that no one is coming to head us, i was happy to listen about this, but as i have said……the seed is already planted, In the last story i had mentioned v were 4 friend who had decided to leave, out of which 2 were left in jan 08 and now it’s our turn…….interview date were final, the other guy had gone for the interview (March 08) and after 1 week it’s my turn, i was sacred but i had gone to knapur for giving the interview and cleared the same……. my other collegues had also cleared the interview…………..after giving the interview in my kanpur when i was returning back to my hotel in kanpur, i got a call from SARKAR (i Don’t know from where he came to know about all this, only 2 person knowns it i.e one agency and one executive (V both had joined the organisation together in nov 05) of my previous organisation). Next day morning v both (Me and my friend) were called by SARKAR and he started asking us about the interview and their we both accepted that v had gone for the interview and v both were selected and we were promised that we will get good hike in salary and designation and we are not going any where because we are not that much mature to go any other organisation as instructed by SARKAR. 1 week later V got a call for the 2nd round of interview, mine interview was taken by brand manager and she had cleared me then the HR person came in for the negotiation and he offered me a low package (that was much higher then which i was getting in my previous organisation, but lower than my expectation) and he had given me the letter and ask me to go to physo test, then i called our NEW HOPE and he told me not to accept the letter and came back and i do the same.
It was March 08 end and rumors were coming from all sides that some is coming to head us and after few days the name is cleared and then in b/w i got a call from the Meerut unit of my present organisation and i breifed them over phone y i haven’t given physo test, they assured me not to worry and few days later my present boss called me for physo test at meerut only and i cleared the test and my place of joining is meerut instead of kanpur and my salary is increased and finally i got the letter in the first week of April 08.
The new head had already joined my previous organisation and he explained me how v will work, what will be our objective, and assured me he will increase our salary package……….but all these promises are not of my use because i had already decided where i have to go, one day a person from my present organization came for the interview, me and my new head had taken his interview, the individual is currently working in the brand team of my previous organisation, he was leaving the organisation where i was going…….what an coincidence.
It was 9th april, my 2 collegues (Harish & Sharad) both were in the office and i was waiting when they will leave and i will send my last official mail but they were busy in making ad’s and i don’t know how long they will sit more. I have decided to send the mail and finally i had sent the mail which i had drafted in january 2008.
Now i was into in my new organization and i had found it’s totally different from my previous organisation in terms of policies & working culture. In the first month i got my first project i.e thums up carnival, one of the pretigous event of my present organisation. Coca cola india had given us pilot project in meerut and if meerut activity is sucessfull then only v will get the full project and i (We) had done it, i (We) had made that event most sucessfull ever. that was the turning point of after which i (We) had done lots of project in my present organisation in various cities of north india and happily doing it now on and will do in future also…….and finally i had regained my lost identity.
thanks
“DISCOUNT CHARACTER”. 4 years back a young, slim boy entered into the first professional job of his career, fortunately he had got the job in his 3rd semester of MBA and that to be in his city, he was happy to get the job because he was the 3rd person from his college who got placed. He had happily joined the No. 1 daily of India but Who knows the future, he was entering into the world of WOLFS. Why i am saying them wolfs because they are sharp, opportunist and having all the qualities of politicians (Now i can say its not bad to have all these qualities because i am also one of them). When i had joined the organization i had found their were 2 parties who were fighting with each other to run the organization and during my starting days i feel like both the parties were keeping eagle eyes on me which party i will join but thanks god i have passed that period by not joining any party (but unofficially i was the part of both). 1 year later, opposition goes back to its territory, now its time for SARKAR RAJ.
DISCOUNT CHARACTER, the first word i have used in this article, i have used this word for my colleagues with whom i had worked in my first organization. Yes it’s harsh but i am using it, i can never get that team back again and i can proudly say that was the best team with whom i worked,we plan, we achieve milestone (3 times star award, Luck 07, DANDIA and may more…the list is endless) but we all are discount character’s. During the SARKAR RAJ we had done lots of new project and we were free to do anything (giving discounts to any limits, forwarding clients to one particular agency) and we all are satisfied with the work we had done, everything was going fine as far as the work is concerned. 2nd year passed in achieving the new heights of success.
It’s time for increment, the real mess started here, POLITICS never end. Earlier 2 parties were fighting and now 2 groups were formed under sarkar raj, 2 eminent personalities of sarkar (i would say right hand and left hand) both are in the race of becoming AM (one is good in planning, english, execution and another one is having a experience of 14 year’s, u decide who deserve it, i will reserve my comment) and as far as team is concerned, i don’t think they were good team player, they were using them.
ENTRY OF NEW HOPE:
Hope, not for them who were fighting but for those who were pissing between them, i was also one of them in the earlier stage i was saved but here i also caught in between, we were going through very bad time of our life’s. (prithvi per jab jab paap badhte hai, bhagwan vishnu janam lete hai) like this we got the hope by coming of a new manager. He understand our pain and fill a new life in us. Both right hand and left hand of Sarkar were against the new manager because he is promoting the juniors and stopped the heavy discounting and screwed our agency whom we were supporting blindly. Everything settled down we all got promotions and work is back on track, time is passing well. Then one day we got the news that he is transferring back to his place, that was the end of our hope.
It was the last of his in meerut, we were at his home and D******G except me, one of my colleague and very good friend of mine but out with tears and every one in the hall were weeping that was the weakest moment of my life. Next day morning we are all back to work and we were in between the teeth of wolfs. somehow we had passed 2-3 month, but the water start flowing above our head. It was Sunday we (4 colleagues) sitting at my home decided to leave the organization and with the help of one agency and ******* we finally switch over, me joined amar Ujala, i got good hike both in salary and designation and i feel others had got it too. Their is one more reason i had left my first organization but i can’t explain here…….
Lots of expectation were lying with me from my the company side when i had joined AU, i would thanks god that this time i had got a NICE BOSS.
Summary:
I can never forget the team with whom i had worked in my previous organization, i love them all. I had got fabulous experience & exposure in my 1st organization. I have no regret for anyone now, whether its right hand or left hand of sarkar or it’s sarkar himself because they teach me POLITICS and provide me awesom political atmosphere, which i can not learn any where.
As one of my well wisher said….mukaam aate rehte hain per zindagi badti rehti hai,aage, aur aage’……….don’t repeat Dev D, b dev anand (every green).
Life means keeps going, not just to hold on one things and keep screaming abt it. Love is an illusion, i don’t believe it untill i gone pass thru it and i believe everyone in this worlds won’t believe in it untill he /she gone thru it. Today i talked to that girl on google talk, i have started the chatting wishing her best of luck for her 2nd innings and she had replied with thanks, i asked her about her marriage dates, but it’s not fixed yet as she told to me.
But now out of the fever of infatuation, thanks to god……….. i have lots of option as i free till now………ye dil tho awaraa, na jane kis pe aayee gaa…
